Through the Seasons

You know when you reflect back for know inexplicable reason, and you realize what you been through and what you’ve been through are who you are now. In class the other day we were asked if ten years from now do you think that you are going to have the same belief system and values or are you pretty much going to remain the same. Only of two of us said, “No” the majority of the class said, “Yes, the would have the same beliefs and values.” I was one of the two who said, “No,” I know that I will value and believe some of the same things in 10 years, but I don’t think I could be the same. You get older, wiser, have more to value or a better definition of what it is and then I thought back to who I was ten years ago. That girl and this woman are not the same value more and have a strong belief in God. It happens we grow up, and we experience life and the seasons and looking back I have to say that through the seasons I have learned a few things that I will keep through the next ten years and hope to add more:

Season of Trust

There was a season that my family went through that we had nothing but to rely on and trust in God to get us through. When I say nothing, I mean that very literally “we had nothing.” Everything had been stripped from us along with our pride and humility.  I like to say, “we ran as far as the world could take us.” Living like the “Jones‘” left us at our rock bottom.  Only then did we begin to trust in God how we should with total and complete confidence because we didn’t have anything other option. Looking back it was that “Fix it Jesus“mentality like, “Okay, Lord I’ve done everything that I could do. I’ve messed everything up, and I could use your help to bail me out.” Like the good, good Father that He is He not only delivered us but that reliance and trust in Him brought my family to an intimate relationship with God. It was when we became Faith Fueled.

Season of Be Still

Through God’s mercy we began to rebound, but then God started to prune another are in my temple; obedience.  God sat me down, shut me up, and through devotion, Bible study, prayer, and worship taught me to wait on God.Through much persistence, God asked me to “Be Still”. I was speaking with a good friend one day, and she said something that made me think of this season.  Before Jesus kept the 12 disciples very close to Him before He would be crucified and then send them out into the world to evangelize.  During my season of stillness, all I had was to take care of my family and dive head first into the Word. I studied inductively, attended Bible Study I submerged myself in the Word and learned so much about “learning the Bible.” It is now how I study daily, and I feel crucial in my daily walk with God.  I look back on those two years and remember being ungrateful for the season of rest and God constantly reminding me it was but a moment.  Hindsight 20/20 because I don’t think I’d have the stamina for that season. It’s also when I was very depressed and abused food for comfort. Then I learned about prayer.

Season of Prayer

Everyone knows how to pray.  There’s all kind of prayers: rehearsed prayers you say for grace or your kids know, “fix it Jesus” prayers, “genie” prayers, and then there’s prayer.  having an intimate conversation opening your heart to God with your gratitude and appeal. At the time of course I didn’t realize the power of prayer.  I knew praying was talking to God but until I started journaling, researching and actually doing some heavy praying; it’s all that people say and more.  That’s when you do it. I used to be one of those people who say, I’m praying for you and honestly, didn’t always do it. Then I started reading, praying and reading more and praying more and learned. Praying for someone is the easier yet most powerful thing you can do for a person.

If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.” Matthew 21:22

Now, if I say I am praying for you if I don’t do it that moment which I usually do because it only takes a moment. We waste our time on so many other things taking 2-3 minutes to pray for a friend, family, peace; strength isn’t much.  When you journal or track them and realize that God is busier than you think because He does answer.  I have a journal and a prayer box.  My journal idea came from a friend, Antracia Mooring who writes on her blog Unfolding Words.  I adopted the idea and journal often, (not daily I’m working on that” and looking back on answered prayers is such an uplifting feeling.  Then my prayer box came from a friend and mentor introduced me to the idea of putting my prayers in a box and then giving it to God.  Well, I went through that box and the amount of answered prayers all but one and some I had forgotten.  It made me appreciate my season even more.

 

I think God likes to surprise us like we like to give to do for our kids or loved ones.  We do those things for the look of excitement on their face and the joy.  When we’re blessed with an answered prayer, I don’t know about you, but I jump around dancing and singing like a child who just got a surprise.  Its unexpected out of the blue and nothing that I have expected that’s when I know, “Yep, God that was you and thank you!” I have grown in patience and intimacy with God through this season and continue to glean from it.

Season of Focus & Legacy

I am now in a season of focus it’s what was my “word” for 2016 and has carried on.  I have a lot going on right now, and I need to remember moment by moment to focus on God first and foremost and let Him lead me through the rest. This year in prayer and different conversations and signs the word “legacy” has presented itself.  With all life busyness I don’t have much hindsight about this season as of yet, but I have been learning some new “skills” for strengthening my focus and will probably be sharing my journey. Regardless of the season looking doing life with God has made it worth every trial and triumph.

When looking back do you see a theme to your seasons in life?

4 comments to Through the Seasons

  • kalinann  says:

    Great reminder of the seasons that He puts us through! It’s hard to find God in certain circumstances but He is always there!

  • rachaellbeers  says:

    I adore your honesty and admire your willingness to admit you didn’t always pray for someone when you said you would. I am guilty of the same thing! The season of prayer is always! We should always have an open line of communication with God. I love your post. Great message!

  • Life Lessons, God's Way  says:

    I have been through both of the first two ‘seasons’ on your list. Also a season of preparation, and a season of heart break where God could truly be my only source of love. Now I am in a season of tackling things that have held me back by the strength and grace of God. It’s so exciting to hear about the work He has done and is doing in the lives of others. Thanks!

  • Scott LaPierre  says:

    Hi De,
    I was saying from behind the pulpit the other day that because we’re all in different seasons/stages of life we have a responsibility to reach out to those in different seasons. Sometimes we’re pouring in to others, and other times we’re having others pour into us.

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